Bianca at Play

Hello my dear dear blog.


Quick update. February? How is it so far? Well its up and down. I can't pretend like everything is okay. But more happy days than sad ones :) So I guess that a good thing.

So highlights then?


Happy 90th birthday Grandad! (Last Feb 5.) So happy I got to be with them. Hooray for work leaves! I haven't even uploaded photos from this day! Yes. I am that busy.


Work? Its fine though stressing about it -_- Shite. Need to do better with sales! But then February is a crappy month for the whole of TPC. Haha. I have more responsibilities now. Its something that I need to get used to. I just need to make checklists! We are still a fun team :) So nice to hear from upper management that our team looks so happy all the time. Know why? Its because we all are :) love love love!

I have been waiting since last year for this movie to come out. Finally watched The Vow yesterday? No. Its 12am so the other day. Hihi. Well I liked some parts but then the movie is.... lacking? Lacking something. I thought it was going to replace The Notebook but sadly it didn't even come close. The Vow was based on a real story. Is this a sign for me to believe that no love story is as nice as The freakin' Notebook? That in reality its just like The Vow. Plain and simple yet still lovely.

I commute now (well sometimes. Hehe.) I walk now also. I walk faaaaaaaar. I am like a friggin' walking machine! I walk from Jollibee plaza to the place where you wait to ride the bus. I walk from.... Basta pag baba mo ng bus if you're going down at Ayala. Like the underpass and shiz until TPC in Greenbelt 5. ITS FAR. You pass 2 malls before reaching the store. 2? or 3? That far. *high five!*

I ate Balut (well.... a bit.) Damn it. Stood beside the manang who sells those damn eggs for more or less 15mins just because I didn't want to eat the whole thing. It wouldn't fit my mouth okaaaay? So I said I'll bite the yellow part first (which I really like) then TRY my very best to eat the rest. I bit and I bit and I bit until suddenly I saw the insides of the damn CHICK -_- GAME OVER. "Eat it na! Ayaw ko na yan!!! Di ko na kaya!" "Why are you letting me suffer???" Hahaha!




Girl! We missed you! Abi and I are sooooooooo happy you passed by! And it was Valentine's day so it was extra special :) I promise to upload the rest of our photos on Facebook! Busy lang talaga :) Yissss! You are a highlight of my February 1-15 :) Love you! *hearts*

My Valentines day consisted of work, my TV series,  japanese dinner with the bestfriend, KD and my dates Drew and Andy. It is not your normal Valentine's day. No roses or chocolates. Its the people who I spent it with made the day awesome :)

Finally.....  I have been wanting to do this for quite some time but i was just too chicken sh*t to actually do it. It took me about more than 10mins to write everything that I wanted. I don't think it was enough to express how I really feel. After that, its like this huge heavy rock was lifted off my chest. I can breathe better now. I am happier as well. I guess I realized that staying mad and upset would just make me ugly. Hehe. I'm just this one girl who is trying to move forward. So hopefully this time I really will. I want to. I already said my last goodbye. Wrote everything that I can down. Where you ask? SECRET. I doubt that you'll read it but at least I said what I needed to say.

I can now say that I am at peace with myself :)




....So that is it. (Kala mo ang konti ng sinabi ko.) My February 1-15 consists of mostly work. Happy that I get to go out. Happy that I get to watch movies now! Happy that I do new things that I don't think I'd do in a million years. I thank God that I'm happy :) Thank you thank you thank you!