Bianca at Play

I love what I do....

Its just now I'm more on the operations side rather than the creative one. I'm not complaining though. I'm happy I get the chance to lead/teach others. Though it just gets really scary at times. I get nervous when I don't have the answer. Which is a good thing because I try to get/find an answer. Also.... I need to learn how to not be afraid that people won't like me because I asked them to do something that I did before and I hated it -_-

Still confused on what I should do though. I should still shoot but then its also my job to tandem... Isn't that like hard? How can I tandem and filter shoots if I'm shooting? -_- How can I be top seller if I'm not shooting because I'm filtering and doing reports and doing tandems? That's the only part I'm worried about. I like doing both but its not like I can split myself in two. I would if I could. I could try harder though..... I think its time to pass on my throne of being top seller. HAHAHAHA! Feeling lang.

I am staring October right in the face! I am gonna conquer this month with POSITIVITY! :) No bad vibes around me! Every problem can be solved! This will be a great month. No use crying over September. I can make September a positive month........ Even though September was a bad month, it made me even work harder to reach our goal this October :) HA!  See??? Suck it! POSITIVITY!


I love the team I'm with now *heart* :) They just need a little push for them to believe in themselves. They could be good.. They could be better! We are number 1 bitches :)